7 MONTHS | Seven months missing you, but seven months closer to seeing you again
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February was a tricky month for many reasons (which is why this post is a week and a day late). I had questioned and pondered many things about our new life after losing you. I searched and read my patriarchal blessing (you can read more about those HERE💗) and it seemed to have very specific responsibilities and blessings about my children.
At first this frustrated me (and depending upon my journey through grief it still can) but all that pondering combined with thoughts from stake conference this weekend got me thinking more about those promises.
We were reminded at the conference that we need to believe He will keep his word. Because He will and He does. We didn’t get the desperate miracle we wanted so badly but He has blessed and promised me (since I was 15 years old)😱those responsibilities and blessings about my children. ALL of my children.
So my darling Primrose, we bought you this grow-your-own mini Rose kit as a daily reminder that although you aren’t here physically with us we can still grow our relationship with you in other ways. And He has promised we will see, hear, and feel those blessings... and I’m holding on, trusting and knowing He will keep His word. We love you sweet girl<3💗
